Volé y aterricé, ¿o aún no? Está por ver. Día a día, one day at a time. Cada dia es mejor que el anterior y peor que el siguiente. Eso es bueno. Es positivo. Y mientras tanto, no paro de luchar. Luchar contra mí misma, a veces, a mi favor. Aunque no siempre. Esto es difícil, no digo lo contrario pero sé que puedo, como lo he hecho tantas veces anteriores. ¡Ánimo Vero! ¡Tú puedes! ¡Llegarás! ¡Lo conseguirás! One day at a time.
¿Siento que he caído en el Edén? No, aún no, pero estoy en el camino correcto. Porque al fin y al cabo el Edén es tu vida diaria feliz o triste. Porque todos los sentimientos son válidos. Respíralos sean cuales sean. Es una lección difícil de aprender. Pero al igual que la felicidad es magnífica, la tristeza es igual de válida. Tal vez no tan divertida, pero válida. Y hay tiempo para todo. ¿Sabrías apreciar la felicidad si no has tenido momentos tristes en tu vida? Ya te digo yo que no. De todo se necesita. Y si consideras que nunca has estado triste, ¡bien pr ti! ¿Es real? Piénsalo.
Y me despido con una simple frase: disfruta tu vida sea lo que sea que venga, respírala, siéntela y, sobretodo, sobretodo, acéptala y ámala.
Zulúe
Did I fly and land, or not just yet? It remains to be seen. Day by day, one day at a time. Each day is better than the last and worse than the next. That is a good thing. It is positive. And in the meantime, I never stop fighting. Fighting against myself sometimes, and sometimes in my favour. Though not always. This is difficult, I am not denying that, but I know I can do it, just as I have done so many times before. Keep your chin up, Vero! You can do this! You will get there! You will make it! One day at a time.
Do I feel like I have fallen into Eden? No, not just yet, but I am on the right path. Because at the end of the day, Eden is your daily life, whether happy or sad. Because all feelings are valid. Breathe them in, whatever they may be. It is a difficult lesson to learn. But just as happiness is magnificent, sadness is equally valid. Perhaps not quite as much fun, but valid nonetheless. And there is a time for everything. Would you really know how to appreciate happiness if you had never had sad moments in your life? I can tell you now, you wouldn’t. You need a bit of everything. And if you feel you have never been sad, well, good for you! But is it real? Think about it.
And I will leave you with a simple phrase: enjoy your life, whatever may come, breathe it in, feel it, and above all, above all else, accept it and love it.
Zulúe